the best summer ever; because of you.
My first summer with you, was also the best.
For I learnt how to love, and how love feels like.
I had my first kiss, my first touch, my first hugs.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let them go.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let yourself go too; for them.
whispers of summer
her story
friends
birdsongs
memories
sunrays
sometimes what i want to say isn't apparent through what you just see(:
Monday, January 19, 2009
oh no, another one?
oh no, another one?yes, [unfortunately?] it's yet another meme, to fill the after-school void these days. and also because i currently don't have any active msn convos and therefore i am bored.01. What have you been doing recently?
nothing much. talking on msn. [haha yes i now have one active convo! xD] mousehunt on facebook. blogsurfing. youtube. see, nothing much!
02.Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
nope. unless the battery runs out, in which case, strictly speaking, it turns itself off.
03. What happened at 10.00am today?
hehh. -grabs rj schedule- uhh actl i was walking out of the hall/stoning near the concourse while waiting for the pw elective to start; free block! xD04. When did you last cry?
honestly, i can't remember. that's good(:05. Believe in fate/destiny?
yeah.06. What do you want in your life right now?
well i'm currently content with my lot in life now, thankyou(:07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
umbrella. or in the unfortunate event that i didn't bring one, and in the fortunate event that i -am- wearing a hoodie, my hood. 08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
haha really, i can't decide between my pillow, my stuffed dog and my lovely thick blanket.09. What bottom are you wearing now?
shorts.10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
ahhh. one of my sixteenth's wellwishings(: which i think whoever sent me those would rather i not reveal publicly, so. 11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
sometimes, yes.12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope.13. What was the last movie you caught?
uhhm. i believe it was 'kung fu panda', on the plane back from beijing. or was it 'the holiday'?14. What are you proud of?
haha as i was just telling conan, being able to still remember most of our nyps batch xD15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
shinyi: omg i can't believe they gave us lip gloss;on prom door-gifts xD16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
pass it on!(:17.Do you have any nicknames?
yes. unfortunately. as those from my nyps batch will know. 18. What does your last received text message say?
my piano teacher: sms faulty. pls leave msg on voicemail;telling us not to sms her home phone. 19. What time did you go to bed last night?
11+, close to 12am. because thomas was chasing me to go to sleep. haha i doubt you'll ever see this, but thankyou(:20. Are you currently happy?
rather contented, yes.
21. Who gives you best advice?
yiting. shinyi. and possibly a few others that i may or may not become closer to and thus trust as much.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?haha uhh nope! but off the cake yes, i confess xD 23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
wasn't on the phone.24. Is anything bugging you right now?
no, not really.25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
conan. with his pm quoting josh as saying "quite unsurprisingly, i've managed to lose my...timetable...the fates do not smile kindly upon me." xDD27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
mum. 28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes. 29. What annoys you most in a person?
hmm honestly, i have no idea. i guess it is an amalgation of annoying traits in a person that makes the person annoying, ultimately. 30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
well what do you people think!31. Have you ever done cocaine?
no. never. thank God. 32. What is the colour of your room?
baby pink/pale lilac! and if the ceiling counts too, then add white to the mix. xD33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
no. since when was it my right to take away someone's life, for whatever reason?34. Do you believe in the saying : talk is cheap?
that would depend. on who you're talking to. 35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
me.36. Who was the last person to hug you?
uhhh i believe it was my brother. the sec one brother. 37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
really, who did i last kiss? nobody for the last... 10 years, i think. [before that it was family, so go think.]38. Do you have a life?
haha define life!life as in being alive - definitely. life as in social life - well it's sure picking up [no thanks to the nyps chalet haha! :D] life as in love life - no, it's currently non-existent.
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't die?
yeah. when i was reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows xD
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
uhhh because i like 'when you're gone'. 41. Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
i... really have no idea.
42. Last time you smiled?
just now. while talking to conan. but then again, almost everyone makes me smile!43. Have you changed this year?
i would believe so. even though it's only been 19 days since the start of the year (x
44. What are you listening right now?
nothing. unless my gran's channel 8 drama that i can hear behind me counts xD45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
well i was, but haha conan has chem tuition now so no.46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
...well, open, naturally. 47. Is there a quote you live by?
haha umm. there are quite a few principles i live by, but by a specific quote i think not. 48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
no idea. frankly.49. Have you ever played an instrument?
yeah! most people have, anyway xD recorders in primary sch music classes hahaha. 50. What was the worst idea you've had this week?
hmm. haven't had any bad ones yet, seeing that it's only the start of the week, really. although the worst one might be to start emptying the store of pineapple/mango tarts that's currently at home. both containers are... at least half empty now. oops xD
51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?
helping my brother with his jap, i think. 52. (missing question)53. What song best describe your love life?
uhhh see question 38!54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
hmm. and how would i know?55. Who always make you laugh?
josh! see above quote, and previous post about nyps chalet and his epic mahjong playing xD56. Do you speak a language other than English?
yes. 57. Favourite website(s)?
youtube? mousehunt! and uhh i blogsurf, so other people's blogs, i guess.58. What's your middle name?
hmm what would count as a middle name? chinese names do complicate such matters muchly, i say.59. What are you doing tomorrow?
going to school! and possibly crashing tribune session, if i'm up to it(:60. What do you think you are like?
well it's always hard to describe yourself. so i shall quote conan -
[ † мэйврик † ] in Deo speramus says:
you're a....happy person, to the point of effervescence.hahaha xD61. Who will you choose to die with?
nobody. because i hope everyone i love will still be living even when i'm gone.62. Where have you been today?
school. mos burger at j8 for lunch. orchard to buy my rj uniform. home!63. What game do you play often?
mousehunt on facebook, if it even counts as a game. 64. Who are you missing right now?
hmm. quite a few people, seeing that i -am- bored and my thoughts do wander. 65. If you have to choose between friends and love, who will you choose?
i doubt that i'll ever have to make this choice, honestly.but in the event that i have to make such a heartbreaking decision... argh i really don't knowww.66. What are you doing right now?
...doing this meme. 67. Which primary school are you from?
nyps<3.
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
hahaha read my profile page! xD
okayokay. black. pink. chocolate brown.
69. What emoticon do you like to show?
(: / =D / 8D / (x / xD they appear in roughly the same frequencies in my msn convos, if you ask me.
70. What is your life to you?
a blessed gift.
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
emo/talk to someone about it/sleep on it/pray, not necessarily in the above order.
72. Who did you last chat with on msn today?
conan.
73. Who do you admire most?
hard to say. there are many i admire.
74. Which month are you born in?
september!
75. How are you feeling right now?
see question 06 and 20!
76. What is the time now?
5.44pm
77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
well nobody tagged me. i'm doing this out of boredom xD
78.What colour do you use to dye hair?
don't dye my hair haha.
79. Why are you doing this test?
see question 77!
80. What do you do when you're moody?
see question 71!
81. At which age you wish to get married?
well, 22-25's a good age xD hopefully before 30. really.
82. Who is most important to you?
see question 21!
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
pray for everyone else, and thank God for everything He's given me. and spend time with all the ones i love.
84.(missing question)
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
yes.
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
well i've had quite a few come true!(:
87. What is your goal for this year?
haha uhhhh see earlier post about new year resolutions xD
88. Do you believe in eternal love?
yes.
89. What feeling do you love most?
being loved!(:
90. Do you really think Global Warming is happening now?
definitely.
91. What feeling do you hate most?
being alone/unloved.
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
well i try to. though sadly, it does depend.
93. Do you believe in God?
definitely.
94. Who cares for you most?
it's hard to say.
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
it's hard to say too. God? love? i really don't know.
96. What will you bring when you fight?
...that would depend. fighting metaphorically or physically?
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
letting opportunities slip by. but then again i must admit that sometimes these missed opportunities do cause things that i don't regret to happen.
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
honestly, i would be depressed. but then i am reminded of 'footprints', and i know that that'll never happen(:
99.(missing question)
100. How do you feel now?
hehh accomplished that i finished this! but then again that means that i'll be bored again. haha oh welllll.
4:53 pm
Monday, January 19, 2009
oh no, another one? oh no, another one?yes, [unfortunately?] it's yet another meme, to fill the after-school void these days. and also because i currently don't have any active msn convos and therefore i am bored.01. What have you been doing recently?
nothing much. talking on msn. [haha yes i now have one active convo! xD] mousehunt on facebook. blogsurfing. youtube. see, nothing much!
02.Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
nope. unless the battery runs out, in which case, strictly speaking, it turns itself off.
03. What happened at 10.00am today?
hehh. -grabs rj schedule- uhh actl i was walking out of the hall/stoning near the concourse while waiting for the pw elective to start; free block! xD04. When did you last cry?
honestly, i can't remember. that's good(:05. Believe in fate/destiny?
yeah.06. What do you want in your life right now?
well i'm currently content with my lot in life now, thankyou(:07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
umbrella. or in the unfortunate event that i didn't bring one, and in the fortunate event that i -am- wearing a hoodie, my hood. 08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
haha really, i can't decide between my pillow, my stuffed dog and my lovely thick blanket.09. What bottom are you wearing now?
shorts.10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
ahhh. one of my sixteenth's wellwishings(: which i think whoever sent me those would rather i not reveal publicly, so. 11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
sometimes, yes.12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope.13. What was the last movie you caught?
uhhm. i believe it was 'kung fu panda', on the plane back from beijing. or was it 'the holiday'?14. What are you proud of?
haha as i was just telling conan, being able to still remember most of our nyps batch xD15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
shinyi: omg i can't believe they gave us lip gloss;on prom door-gifts xD16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
pass it on!(:17.Do you have any nicknames?
yes. unfortunately. as those from my nyps batch will know. 18. What does your last received text message say?
my piano teacher: sms faulty. pls leave msg on voicemail;telling us not to sms her home phone. 19. What time did you go to bed last night?
11+, close to 12am. because thomas was chasing me to go to sleep. haha i doubt you'll ever see this, but thankyou(:20. Are you currently happy?
rather contented, yes.
21. Who gives you best advice?
yiting. shinyi. and possibly a few others that i may or may not become closer to and thus trust as much.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?haha uhh nope! but off the cake yes, i confess xD 23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
wasn't on the phone.24. Is anything bugging you right now?
no, not really.25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
conan. with his pm quoting josh as saying "quite unsurprisingly, i've managed to lose my...timetable...the fates do not smile kindly upon me." xDD27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
mum. 28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes. 29. What annoys you most in a person?
hmm honestly, i have no idea. i guess it is an amalgation of annoying traits in a person that makes the person annoying, ultimately. 30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
well what do you people think!31. Have you ever done cocaine?
no. never. thank God. 32. What is the colour of your room?
baby pink/pale lilac! and if the ceiling counts too, then add white to the mix. xD33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
no. since when was it my right to take away someone's life, for whatever reason?34. Do you believe in the saying : talk is cheap?
that would depend. on who you're talking to. 35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
me.36. Who was the last person to hug you?
uhhh i believe it was my brother. the sec one brother. 37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
really, who did i last kiss? nobody for the last... 10 years, i think. [before that it was family, so go think.]38. Do you have a life?
haha define life!life as in being alive - definitely. life as in social life - well it's sure picking up [no thanks to the nyps chalet haha! :D] life as in love life - no, it's currently non-existent.
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't die?
yeah. when i was reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows xD
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
uhhh because i like 'when you're gone'. 41. Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
i... really have no idea.
42. Last time you smiled?
just now. while talking to conan. but then again, almost everyone makes me smile!43. Have you changed this year?
i would believe so. even though it's only been 19 days since the start of the year (x
44. What are you listening right now?
nothing. unless my gran's channel 8 drama that i can hear behind me counts xD45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
well i was, but haha conan has chem tuition now so no.46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
...well, open, naturally. 47. Is there a quote you live by?
haha umm. there are quite a few principles i live by, but by a specific quote i think not. 48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
no idea. frankly.49. Have you ever played an instrument?
yeah! most people have, anyway xD recorders in primary sch music classes hahaha. 50. What was the worst idea you've had this week?
hmm. haven't had any bad ones yet, seeing that it's only the start of the week, really. although the worst one might be to start emptying the store of pineapple/mango tarts that's currently at home. both containers are... at least half empty now. oops xD
51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?
helping my brother with his jap, i think. 52. (missing question)53. What song best describe your love life?
uhhh see question 38!54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
hmm. and how would i know?55. Who always make you laugh?
josh! see above quote, and previous post about nyps chalet and his epic mahjong playing xD56. Do you speak a language other than English?
yes. 57. Favourite website(s)?
youtube? mousehunt! and uhh i blogsurf, so other people's blogs, i guess.58. What's your middle name?
hmm what would count as a middle name? chinese names do complicate such matters muchly, i say.59. What are you doing tomorrow?
going to school! and possibly crashing tribune session, if i'm up to it(:60. What do you think you are like?
well it's always hard to describe yourself. so i shall quote conan -
[ † мэйврик † ] in Deo speramus says:
you're a....happy person, to the point of effervescence.hahaha xD61. Who will you choose to die with?
nobody. because i hope everyone i love will still be living even when i'm gone.62. Where have you been today?
school. mos burger at j8 for lunch. orchard to buy my rj uniform. home!63. What game do you play often?
mousehunt on facebook, if it even counts as a game. 64. Who are you missing right now?
hmm. quite a few people, seeing that i -am- bored and my thoughts do wander. 65. If you have to choose between friends and love, who will you choose?
i doubt that i'll ever have to make this choice, honestly.but in the event that i have to make such a heartbreaking decision... argh i really don't knowww.66. What are you doing right now?
...doing this meme. 67. Which primary school are you from?
nyps<3.
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
hahaha read my profile page! xD
okayokay. black. pink. chocolate brown.
69. What emoticon do you like to show?
(: / =D / 8D / (x / xD they appear in roughly the same frequencies in my msn convos, if you ask me.
70. What is your life to you?
a blessed gift.
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
emo/talk to someone about it/sleep on it/pray, not necessarily in the above order.
72. Who did you last chat with on msn today?
conan.
73. Who do you admire most?
hard to say. there are many i admire.
74. Which month are you born in?
september!
75. How are you feeling right now?
see question 06 and 20!
76. What is the time now?
5.44pm
77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
well nobody tagged me. i'm doing this out of boredom xD
78.What colour do you use to dye hair?
don't dye my hair haha.
79. Why are you doing this test?
see question 77!
80. What do you do when you're moody?
see question 71!
81. At which age you wish to get married?
well, 22-25's a good age xD hopefully before 30. really.
82. Who is most important to you?
see question 21!
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
pray for everyone else, and thank God for everything He's given me. and spend time with all the ones i love.
84.(missing question)
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
yes.
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
well i've had quite a few come true!(:
87. What is your goal for this year?
haha uhhhh see earlier post about new year resolutions xD
88. Do you believe in eternal love?
yes.
89. What feeling do you love most?
being loved!(:
90. Do you really think Global Warming is happening now?
definitely.
91. What feeling do you hate most?
being alone/unloved.
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
well i try to. though sadly, it does depend.
93. Do you believe in God?
definitely.
94. Who cares for you most?
it's hard to say.
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
it's hard to say too. God? love? i really don't know.
96. What will you bring when you fight?
...that would depend. fighting metaphorically or physically?
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
letting opportunities slip by. but then again i must admit that sometimes these missed opportunities do cause things that i don't regret to happen.
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
honestly, i would be depressed. but then i am reminded of 'footprints', and i know that that'll never happen(:
99.(missing question)
100. How do you feel now?
hehh accomplished that i finished this! but then again that means that i'll be bored again. haha oh welllll.
i'm just the girl in the corner, the girl with the wistful eyes;
jiaying
seventeen! but that'll change on 220910 xD
rafflesian
113'05, 210'06, 315'07, 415'08 10S03P!
redcrosser passed out;
tribunist [vchair yay :D] said farewell;
but i'll never forget those days(:
archer! :D
still a writer, yep.
save me...
absolutely deranged
chocoholic
shopaholic
complete psychotic
stress-hater
panicky [i'm serious.]
unfortunately, more often than not, a broken rose.
... before i drive myself mad.
je t'aime;
rgsrcy
tribune
rj archery!
writers' guild!
reading! xD
dancing <3!
singing
going on facebook and playing random games there HAHA
grand pianos [oh, nothing beats a grand!]
black; pink; chocolate brown :D
astronomy; knitting; archeryyy(:
pool; bridge; mahjong! xD
chemistry! [favourite subject (:]
needless to say, we must never leave out the two essences of life, chocolate and shopping! i can never do without
them hahaha(x
for all life is a dream, and dreams themselves are only dreams;
ra science nahh no chance alr. but nevermind(:
>3.6 gpa [HAHA YES I DID IT FOR SECTHREE!(:]
tribune chair vchair's good enough. and in any case, my term's over anyway.
>3.6 SECFOUR gpa! YES I DID IT AGAIN! :D
rj chem ra! thank God i got in! :D
or uwc nordic! didn't apply; decided that specialising in sciences was the wiser choice, given my inaptitude
for humanities ><
rj dance! street/intl also can :D :Dbut nevermind, because rj archery pwns all now!
not forgetting the typical wish for world peace, duh. (:
and i wish i could have him. or at least, if we're not meant to be, someone to love
and to love me back. &it's true that love ends up being a battlefield sometimes, but it's still love; blessed
love.
for we were meant to last forever;
i find my paradise when you look me in the eyes-
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